A Very Busy Month

Hello, my friends, it's been a while! This month brought a BIG new change... I started my new job! It's telemarketing, which isn't my favorite thing in the world (I thought I'd be doing marketing not telemarketing.) It's work from home though, so I don't have to leave Koji, Ástrid and the babies behind every morning. ♡ My goals are still being either a community manager for an MMO, a social media manager for an awesome company or a chat support agent. I don't really want to receive or make calls, to be honest. I also would love to be a streamer and professional blogger. I even made Everything So Kawaii, a blog about... Well... Everything So Kawaii! I hope you'll read. It's just starting, so it's going a little slow but I have SO much inspiration for what to write.

I'm also going to make a Kawaii Discord Community, which I'll link here as well once it's made.

So, why am I working now, you might ask? Welllll... Koji, Ástrid and I want to move to Massachusetts and we want a house instead of an apartment! So OBVIOUSLY that's... A lot of money that we need. But, we need the room for ourselves and all of our babies. The babies being the main reason. Especially considering I really really want a doggo and Koji promised me one when we get a house. 😁

Also I have kind of a second job, which is being an Admin for our Conan server and Discord server. SO much goes into that and it's so rewarding. If being my Admin-y self could be my day job, I'd be one happy gamer girl.

I think that's all that's been going on, for the most part! Catch me up on what's going on in YOUR life! Let's talk! 

Koji's New Art Twitter!

HI EVERYONE! I am SO excited. Koji started his first art Twitter and has started taking commissions again! I'm so proud of him. This isn't his first time doing commissions but he's only drawn as a hobby for a while. I am hoping so hard that people will welcome him, support him and commission him. 😊 We're working on something really big, so I'm looking hard for a job and he's doing this and Ástrid is thinking of starting a leatherworking business! WOOT! Anyway, let me share some of Koji's artwork! If you're interested in commissioning him, e-mail him: lordcroweKK@gmail.com or message him on Twitter. He does game characters, real life people, DnD characters and so much more!

I wanted to include some WIPs to show off what he's working on right now! Eeee, I'm so excited. This is the start of something wonderful.

Catching Up

こんにちは! Oi! Hello! How are all of you? I've been... Bad. There have been WONDERFUL moments so far this year, like Ástrid, Koji and my anniversary and Koji's birthday. But we've also had Mya pass on, which severely triggered my insomnia and anxiety... and anxiety about the insomnia and now I need a job for some extra money. Which is huge, because... Since this blog was remade, most people probably don't know, but I'm disabled. So I get disability money and also have insurance which covers my very expensive medication. ONE prescription is over $1,000. It's also the most important, woo. So I need to do something that will give us extra money, but not too much extra so that I don't lose my benefits. @.@ 

Koji and I have wanted to start streaming, both separate and together, so that's one thing we can do both for fun and as a business. I have my blog, which I'll dedicate more time to. I'm searching for a work from home job, too, maybe something that's just part-time.

If you'd like to help us in the meantime, I have a Ko-fi here! Whether it's just as a way of helping us, payment for a tarot card reading (NOT needed but very gladly received) or $10 for an ad spot on my blog, anything would help.

If you're interested in a tarot reading, send me an e-mail: kawadaangelam@gmail.com or tweet me on Twitter @kawadaangela and let's talk! Same if you'd like an ad spot. They're 350 x 350 and go on my sidebar. 😁 They come with some extra stuff too, like a blog interview and me sharing your posts on social media!

I'll be blogging much more often now. It's even written down in my Pusheen planner! よし!

Today is My Darling Husband's Birthday!

 

No, my husband isn't a leopard gecko but he does love them! Today is Koji's birthday! Happy Birthday, my Darling! I can't imagine being with any other man, you're so perfect for Ástrid and I and all of our babies. You're handsome as fuck, cute, smart, sarcastic, tease me and also completely take care of me, are so nice to animals, make friends with everyone and truly make me the happiest wife alive. I hope you have the best birthday EVER and that all of your wishes come true. Forever yours, ~Angie. 

Rest in Peace, Mya, we love you

Our precious eight-legged daughter passed away on the 10th. She was a very good little (big!) spooder. She was skittish of everything, though she kind of let me pet her with a paintbrush from time to time. We were just about to move her into her new house when we found she had an accident while we were asleep. By the time we woke up, she had already passed on. I am grieving extra hard because of that, she was so young, only about five. 

I really hope her life with us was a good one. I hope she was happy and healthy, she seemed to be! I hope that wherever she is now, she feels all of the love that Koji, Ástrid and I have for her and I hope that she is happy and healthy and enjoying herself.

I wish I could bring her back. I was doing better mentally and this has completely ruined me again and I don't know what to do. Some people see spiders and other insect pets as less than other pets... But not us. She was and will forever be our daughter.

I love you, Mya. I will forever.

Happy New Year! 🎉 Welcome, 2021!

あけましておめでとう! Feliz Ano Novo! Happy New Year! How has everyone's 2021 been so far?! I've been quite pleased with ours. I ordered this kawaii Pusheen planner to help me keep track of everything in 2021 (and am also starting a new bullet journal!) I also bought a new vape and some delicious vape juice (fruity flavors with mint are my favorite.) 

On New Year's Eve, Ástrid, Koji and I played a fun game (Northgard), talked about our 2021 goals, ate good food and kissed when the clock struck midnight. 🥰

On New Year's Day we had some yummy bacon cheeseburgers, which I was craving, and yesterday we ordered some bánh mì and boba. Mmmm. 🤤 So food wise, it's been a delicious 2021 so far. 😉

Oh! I've also cut my hair. Well, Ástrid cut my hair! It's now about shoulder length. Her and Koji are both great at cutting hair, me... Not so much. 😅

I want to talk a bit about my 2021 goals before wrapping up this post! They are...

☐ Be the best wife and Mommy that I can be and help my little family be as happy and healthy as possible

☐ Secret goal! OoOo

☐ Be able to hold a conversation in Portuguese

☐ Lose weight and get fitter

☐ Blog more often

☐ Grow my social media communities 

☐ Perfect my gyaru style

☐ Clean and Organize and keep everything cleaned and organized

☐ Be more dedicated to my religion and spirituality

Those are my goals so far. I might add more, we'll see! So far I've been using Habitica and Fabulous to help me keep on top of habits and daily to-do's and I'm seeing my Doctor soon to figure out a possible new medication for me, as I've been reallyyyy unmotivated and overwhelmed, due to my ADHD and OCD. Wheeee! 😂 I'm just trying to treat myself well and give myself the space to b r e a t h e and know that I will get everything done. 

Here's to a fabulous New Year! 🥂

What are your goals for 2021? 

Welcome, December!

 

Welcome, December! It's one of the most magickal times of the year. ❄ It's time for cozy coats, peppermint hot chocolate, the Yule tree going up and spending warm, happy holidays with your family and or friends! 

I haven't been feeling very good lately. 😕 I've been very disassociated and my executive dysfunction has been worse than ever. I've really been struggling. So! I hope this new month will help me pull myself together.

I have a few little goals for this month and they are...

So... Goodbye, November and Welcome, December! May this month bring love, good health, good luck and joy to everyone. 😁 

Do you have any December goals? Do you like December? Do you celebrate a holiday this month? Tell me EVERYTHING!